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MJ, Well said my brother. There but for the grace of God go I. Or, as one of my oncologists told me a month ago, "A few years ago, as healthy as you are otherwise, and as good as your habits are, I wouldn't have been able to help you." I'm getting the second chance, a second chance that too many haven't gotten, and too many still won't get. But if I had kept waiting.....and still, I waited way too long, stupidly, foolishly. I just went through thirty-five radiation treatments, on my neck, throat, and mouth. Five days a week, seven straight weeks. I've lost seventy pounds. I can barely taste food, and what I can taste, tastes terrible. I've had several chemo treatments. I will be MONTHS, even YEARS recovering from this. I spent Thanksgiving home, too sick and tired to travel to see family. I'm sitting here, when I should be packing and loading the truck for the PRI Show, I'm not going, for the first time this century, actually more than 27 years. I'm not even sure that I'll be able to enjoy Christmas gatherings and dinners. And mostly because of my own stupidity, because this could have been easier, and been over a lot sooner. I still have half a dozen follow up visits, and scans, and we're not even going to be sure that I'm okay for a couple of months. But God has blessed me, my prognosis is great. We've lost too many already, because we're not taking advantage of early detection, we're not taking care of ourselves, and we're not paying attention. WE convince ourselves. I know. I did it. I knew something was wrong. I convinced myself nothing was wrong. It didn't show up overnight. It never really does. So far, I'm fortunate, as bad as this treatment and recovery has been. I'm grateful to my God, my family, and my doctors. I didn't post this because I want sympathy. We had decided NOT to post this, and to keep this a private matter. I don't LIKE posting this, it's not something that I wanted to talk about. Honestly, I'd MUCH rather that no one else ever knew. But I'm sitting here watching and counting members of my racing family that I will never see on this Earth again, because they weren't as fortunate, or didn't go get checked. It doesn't have to be that way. Don't LET it be that way.
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